How Horrible Bosses Can Accidentally Accelerate Your Career
Dear Friends & Subscribers,
During my 24 year career, I had my fair share of Horrible Bosses. What do I mean by horrible?
- They worked me to the bone.
- Expected me to have no life outside of work.
- Held unrealistic expectations.
- I could never do anything right (even though I over-achieved my job description).
- Disrespected me.
- They were condescending.
- They expected me to reply to emails at all hours of the day.
- They kept wearing me down until I had nothing left.
- And, they didnโt listen (even when they asked for feedback).
It was NEVER enough, whether I put in 10 hours, 13 hours or more.
Whether it was a new day, a new month, a different role, or a new company... it felt like I was trapped and drowning.
Trapped in a time loop movie where the character dies or the time expires, the loop starts again. Like the movie โBoss Levelโ with super buff Frank Grillo or Tom Cruise in โEdge of Tomorrowโ.
At least you know itโs not REAL.
But my experiences were too REAL.
It was a living nightmare because I was working long hours, under constant pressure and didnโt have an outlet to handle the stress. I could not let this anger out. I did not want to show my frustration at work.
To make matters worse...
๐ ๐๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ต๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐
I was angry all the time, yelling at the kids, the husband - anyone that got in my path - including the slow drivers (in peak hour traffic) on the way home.
I suffered in silence. I would cry, stress-drink, and start the next day again.
I didnโt have the luxury of just quitting on the spot. I needed to line up the next job first. So, I sucked it up, persisted and did the exhausting hours.
Iโve had several Horrible Bosses, and every time they negatively impacted my interview performance. I would turn up to interviews lacking confidence and self-belief.
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ท๐ผ๐ฏ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ณ๐๐น, ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป๐ณ๐๐น ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด. ๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฐ๐น๐ฒ. ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป, ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ณ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ, ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐, ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐๐ฏ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ, ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐ผ๐ฟ๐น๐, ๐ด๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฝ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป.
No one came to rescue me. I had to save myself from this nightmare. I couldnโt hack it anymore and challenged myself to stay positive.
Thatโs when I accidentally discovered a NEW interview tactic that works helps me stand out from the crowd.
It worked like a charm every time. It was the exact inspiration/motivation I needed. I still use this interview tactic with my coachees to this day (thanks, Horrible Bosses).
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ป๐ฒ๐ฑ, ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ท๐ผ๐ฏ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ.
The first horrible boss, I suffered.
The next one, I got better at managing the situation.
With the third one, I coped better, was more self-assured, assertive, pushed back and didnโt lose my cool. Finally, it pushed me to make a life-changing decision.
I finally put myself back in the driverโs seat, took control of my situation and made a choice. During these experiences, I was so afraid to make a choice. To quit. To say enough is enough. Finally, I did. Each time I left, I got to roles with more pay and a title change.
๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป ๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐๐ฒ๐
After much reflection, I have to thank those Horrible Bosses. They have taught me valuable life lessons about leadership and myself. Along the way, I learned about stoicism, which I am practising to this day.
Holding a stoic attitude during challenging times helps self-manage perceptions and give you clarity. With clarity, you can direct your actions to be more effective. In other words, rather than let your emotions drive you, get upset, get angry and pissed off, you direct that energy into productive actions. You take control of your own feelings, actions and outcomes you want.
๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ ๐๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐ป๐๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ
Now I put part of the blame on myself and take some responsibility.
I didnโt have to deal with them, make their lives difficult or bitch about them to others. That didnโt do me any favours and brought me down to the same level as those Horrible Bosses. I could have done better. Reacted differently.
I shouldnโt have responded in frustration because this can fuel the cycle of mistreatment.
I realised I needed to take accountability for my actions. I canโt control how they treat me, but I can certainly control how I react to their mistreatment, attitude, and behaviour. For every action, it attracted a reaction.
Once I purged all the negativity and toxicity, then took responsibility and accepted the lessons, I was a lot happier and less stressed.
Each time I get a Horrible Boss, itโs like building a stronger shield. I keep adding to my armour.
It takes courage to own this and take responsibility. I have avoided this for a long time.
๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ช๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฎ๐ปโ๐ ๐ค๐๐ถ๐, ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐?
Shift Focus.
While you are job hunting, do something you have not done before instead of letting them wear you down.
I focussed my energy on what other skills I could learn before leaving the job. Redirect that negative energy and Shift Focus to how your job can serve you. I became a whole lot more positive.
Tell you what, friends: youโre not going to be there for too long, so work on leadership. Have those challenging conversations with the boss to see whether it changes the situation.
And, why not? That way, you have done everything in your power to change your situation. After that, itโs up to your boss. At least you wonโt quit wondering.
Just in case you want more distractions from that Horrible Boss, try REFRAMING.
Even though you may be suffering, think of all the ways this situation is serving you. For example, itโs giving you an income, the other team members may be awesome to work with, or you may be proactively building up your CV.
Whatever it is, counter-balance your negativity to make the day more enjoyable at work.
๐๐ถ๐ป๐ฎ๐น๐น๐, ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐น๐ฒ๐๐๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐๐ฒ๐
What lessons can Horrible Bosses teach you? LEADERSHIP LESSONS.
As you build your leadership skills, we look up to those we admire. Sometimes, we can seek lessons from those not so great, so you will NEVER be like them.
My top 3 lessons.
๐๐๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ถ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ถ๐ป ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฝ
In one job, the boss was nice one minute, then yelled at people the next (yelling was the preferred management style). The boss wouldnโt care whoโs around when yelling, reprimanding people in an open office, bringing members to tears.
One day, we experienced a significant issue.
Firstly we got blamed for the issue that happened. Then the boss pleaded with the team to rally together to resolve a significant problem. The boss asked us nicely to help by working extra hours. But, it was out of character, so it came across as disingenuous.
We were right. After 5 minutes, at the end of the speech, the boss yelled at all of us that the business WILL NOT fail because we wonโt put in extra hours.
We poured our heart and soul into the solution, not because of the pleading but because we were all professionals. Result? We got it done.
Being an authentic self as a leader will attract others to follow you because you are REAL. They get what they see in a leader.
๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐๐น๐ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐
I used these situations to practise having difficult conversations. I sat down and confronted my Horrible Bosses face-to-face. How? By giving examples of how I was treated
At the same time, I was open to their feedback about my performance. It was hard to swallow, and I disagreed with everything they said at that moment. BUT, I later realised they had their points. Those conversations got heated at times, with both of us reacting. Some didn't end well.
I learned to be less emotional. Instead, focus on the business issues and make the problem less personal. Don't let them get to me was my biggest lesson. If they lose their cool, then it's on them. Be a stoic.
๐๐ฒ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ฎ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ
You see, Iโve discovered my Horrible Bosses didnโt take on feedback. They nodded practised cosmetic listening, and nothing was done about the issue when the conversation was over.
When my Horrible Bosses asked for feedback, and I gave them, they didnโt acknowledge them. Then, they turn it back on me! About how I am wrong at EVERYTHING. Somehow, I come out of the office, feeling crappier than when I went in there. The cycle repeats over and over again.
No one is perfect. I learned to take on feedback, good or bad. I learned to be aware of my action, and if wrong, course correct.
๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐ ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณโฆ
Not let situations or others define who I am and my reaction. I ALLOW those Horrible Bosses get to me. Thatโs on me.
As much as we want to see ourselves as the victim, we are also partly to blame. I took a good hard look at myself on what I could improve. I didnโt make things easy for those bosses when I lost my enthusiasm. So, I took those bad situations on the chin and reflected on what I could have done differently (now that I am my own boss ๐).
Remember, you can stop that feeling of hate. You can control your thoughts, energy and emotions. Use that same energy and focus on self-development. I guarantee you will feel a whole lot better about yourself when you come out the other end.
Stop wasting life energy hating something or someone. It takes as much energy to hate than to create.
Yours sincerely
๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ฎ
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2ySuch good advice Alice!
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2yOr the ones that don't have Courage to stand up for you because they are too busy pleasing everybody. (Cleaned up for Linkdin purposes). ๐ค